Miss Maddie
She is just so cute. I am back at work today (again) and I get so happy when I see pictures of her smiling. My coworker put pictures of her up on the door. So cute!!!! She is just all smiles.
I got a little busy at work… this is now day three. I feel SO guilty being here at work and not at home with my daughter. So far she has giggled and rolled over for her caretakers (my parents and James’ mom) and I have missed it! What!?! Why is she performing for them! I don’t get to play with Maddie when I get home since it is feeding time for her and close to bed time.
I also feel really guilty because I don’t have a baby book for her. Am I a terrible mother? No baby book for my first child!!! Someone suggested cutting off one of her locks of hair to put in her baby book. Oops. I was thinking that I would just write blogs instead of have a baby book, but I am so bad with keeping up on what she has been up to. I don’t have dates of her firsts, little momentos, keepsakes, etc. I am terrible!!! I feel like I need to rush out to the store immediatly to pick up a cute baby book and try to think back really hard to all the things she has done these past 4.5 months. I think in the future it would be nice to have something tangible like that. Alright… I have convinced myself… I will go get a baby book!
Did I tell you that Maddie is just the cutest! I could squeeze her and kiss her all day!